SweetAlyss

Wow! Talk about a busy month failing exams and dealing with death in the family. Don't worry about me, I'm actually quite fine. Hungry right now...but fine. So my grandfather died on Palms Sunday and not even five minutes after he dies, we get a phone call from my uncle that he past away. I could tell cause you can hear the ambulance on the line. I felt really bad for my dad cause I know he got into this depressed state for a while. I wasn't mourning like my everyone else because we were never that close. I mean, I knew him, talk to him but we never had the bond. Actually, come to think of it, I never had a bond with ANY of my grandfathers.

...no no, I'm straight! I SWEAR! I LIKE PENISES...:rofl: Anyway, sorry for the lack of updates. I've just been busy with school and other things. So my important point here: Okay, I live in America and I enjoy anime and other things of the sort. I'm not an otaku, alright. But recently, I've been wanted to get into cosplay. Like REALLY BADLY. I don't know, to me, I enjoy fashion and dressing up...even though IRL I'm just a jeans and t-shirt person. And to dress up as someone else even for a few hour sounds fun as well. (Trust me, the life of Alyss can get a bit tiring at times) Now, my fear is that I'll be looked down upon because I'm an A